Despite everything still here thank God!

Failed to publish a diary of the worldwind of events this last few days of stabilising, shifting around from one emergency ward to another. 

It has not been easy to take notes and the timeline of upheaval. But I have got this far thank God.

Speech to text is too inaccurate, made worse by AI. Detail editing and correcting is impossible with brain fog.. Timeline is in message threads. I propose to reconstruct narrative once fog clears and am less distracted by events with me in them.

Stable vital signs now and a bit more functional. Now waiting for emergency surgery after botched attempt to remove nose packing. Traumatic in its own right. Happier waiting as the pressure on staff is immense. I hope I survive. And remember the tale to tell. So many lessons to learn. 

Pray for Christ's protection from intruding pessimistic thoughts. Diabolic subtle initiatives contaminating sense of judgement.

Dark Angel masquerading as Arcangel on the latter's Feast

Well and in enough control to blog this before going to sleep. Delayed surgery under anaesthetic to stem bleeding on for tomorrow morning.

Owain's broccoli pasta for supper as the all day nil by mouth ban caused me to miss the microwaved vegan  supper tray . He and Clare cut my nails and helped sort my clothes and remove the dirty ones. A second room shift but one with toilet nearby. I can settle now. It will help vital signs stabilise. 

A difficult few days in the valley of the Shadow, but still held by God's mercy and care undergirding the hard pressed staff.

To God be glory forever!