Back to the Prayer Book (1984)

Another night with the east wind, despite the background heating, needing to get warm in order to get back to sleep after getting up to empty my bladder again and again. Somehow I got seven hours' sleep, but the tiredness persisted until mid morning. I posted today's YouTube link to Morning Prayer on WhatsApp when I got up at eight thirty. A mix of sunshine and cloud with the fifteen degree air temperature feeling like seven.

After breakfast Clare and Ann walked along South Beach and had a coffee before doing food shopping. I went to the noon Rogationtide Eucharist at St Mary's Parish Church with a congregation of fifteen retired people in the congregation, for a 1984 Prayer Book service, including the priest who preached last Sunday. He read the lessons with the confident relish of a man who loves to read scripture in public while the Vicar took  the service. I enjoyed the calm of joining in a familiar liturgy known by heart. I left without speaking to anyone, savouring the inner silence after a disturbed night. I called Clare but got no answer, and sat for a while on a bench in the entrance hall of the market, as we'd made no plan to meet. An hour later I had a call to say they'd walked home, and returned to join them for lunch.

After the meal I slept for an hour and a quarter, then went for a walk.  I was surprised and disconcerted when my nose started bleeding as I was about to turn around and return to Croft Court. I was walking slowly and wasn't exerting myself at the time. I think it was a consequence of being prescribed a double dose of aspirin to go with the other platelet reducing medication I'm taking. I took the pill when I wasn't fully awake and didn't dissolve it in water. Six hours later I paid the price for lack of vigilance. In future I'll dissolve it properly in water and drink only half of it, to reduce the concentration to the equivalent of the first prescription of pills issued to me the first time. I don't know what went wrong, but it was disturbing to read the information on the back of the pack stating that aspirin shouldn't be taken with blood thinning medications.

Clare made a fish pie for supper. I went for a breath of fresh air as the sun was setting, got caught in a shower of rain and had to change my wet trousers when I got back. We're meant to have warmer weather from tomorrow. Feeling it is believing! Early bed tonight to compensate for broken sleep. I so need to reduce the accumulated tiredness. It's so demoralising.